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Today, as I was eating lunch with a couple of the other LTs I realized that I really REALLY miss you guys.
Greatly!
I enjoy meeting new people so I didn't realize how much I missed you guys. But now that they aren't "new" anymore, I miss thee greatly.
As I was in my "new" friend's car with a couple other guys on the way back from class, I remembered what Jean told her blog fans and what she told me personally. "It's not about being homesick because you're always going to be homesick. It's about how homesick you are." After remembering that, I realized that I have to make the most of the time I have right now with these guys. If I'm just reminiscing about my friends back at home and how much I miss them then how can I possibly have fun with the "new" friends here??
So. I am going to continue to be nice and enjoy their company. Because who the heck else will I hang out with?
Oh, and BTW, I definitely do not want to marry military.
WHY?
Because these military folks only talk about military things (only common ground) and noooot too much else. I mean, it's not a bad thing. But being around that 24/7?? I'd rather not.
I think I felt more homesick because I realized that I don't click well with these guys. Maybe 2 of them. But yeah...o boy. Maybe "clicking well" isn't the right word. It's more like I'm being fake. As in I'm being NICE. Like HELLA NICE. I want to be myself but I might hurt them HAHAH!!!
This post isn't really my style but I just had to tell somebody! Thanks for reading!
"As in I'm being NICE. Like HELLA NICE. I want to be myself but I might hurt them HAHAH!!!"
ReplyDeletehahaha i mad LOLed at this. You've come a loooonnggg way Rachel Sanga Yu.
i havent checked this in a while because you took off the link on your fb. You don't know how many people's blogs i had to go through to find this.
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